The Colorful Life of Diego
A song. A thought. A new memory everyday.
I have placed seeds in so many people thus far. And today is the day I force them to bloom. Soon I’ll know which of them is a good seed, and which of them are the bad ones. And then… And then…
(Count down from 10 slowly)
10…
Why do we have to leave home? Why am I crying? Why are they crying!? Will I see them again? I hope so… They’re all I have known…
9…
I got to work hard to help them out. They all helped me get here. And this is the only thing I can do for them here. That’d make me happy and make my parents proud.
8…
It’s tough going to school here. I hardly understand anything. Also people can be very mean. Some even constantly punch me. Some just don’t even know I exist…
7…
I want to have friends too… sleep over their homes, tell stories, go out, have fun! Why is this so hard for me? If only I wasn’t so shy. If only I was born here and had life long friends like everyone else…
6…
I play yugioh now, it’s so much fun! I made 2 great friends. And that makes me happy. We play and play all through lunch. People may look at us funny, but it’s alright.
5…
I want to get out there. This summer I’ll lose all this weight. I’ll go on a diet. And I’ll finally be noticed by everyone. Then maybe I’ll be less shy, too!
4…
They noticed! They did! omg I’ve met so many more people now. But still… why can’t I find any level of closeness with any of them. It’s all superficial… THey just talk to me because of the way I now look.
3…
I was invited to my first birthday party. I’m so excited! omg! I’ve never felt like this before. She made me so happy! omg She’s so nice. But uhhh why do I like this girl?
2…
I went to my first dance! And it was prom. Although my date ditched me, I’m alright. It was my plan all alone. But I had fun. Maybe someday I’ll have that one last dance with the one I care for the most. I do hope so. Do they have proms in college?
1…
This boy is special… I feel special around him…. He makes me happy… He makes me smile… He shakes the ground below my feet and he has taken over my thoughts…
Boom.
